Stigma
Stigma (person who gambled perspective)

Feeling judged and needing social support

Affected others say they often face real or perceived stigma within their social circles. This erodes their social connections and support when they need it. Others find when they do open up, some people are supportive. They can find more people than they expect have similar experiences.

Many people report negative reactions or a lack of understanding from friends, relatives, and colleagues. They may withdraw from social interactions to avoid stigmatising responses. Affected others often describe a profound sense of loneliness and disconnection. This takes coping with the challenges of a loved one’s gambling addiction even more difficult.

I lost so many friends… I’ve even had a couple of women drop me a message to say that they’ve not been in contact because obviously after my trauma, I just want to leave the past behind. Does that mean I have to have my brains out? I can’t talk to anybody I spoke to the day before he did that, and they were friends again of 10 years. It brought out the weirdest– I honestly just felt like I should have been giving them all therapy. It was really difficult because all I wanted was people to say, are you all right? But they all seem to be struggling with it.

I think as my biggest stigma around [son]’s gambling, would be with our business, because we have some really well-known clients that we’ve worked with, some of the biggest care groups in the United Kingdom. You do worry that they may judge your business, or you. It doesn’t worry me on a personal level, and [son] very honest about people knowing about his addiction.

He has no problem people knowing. For me, my only fear is from a business perspective, because when you say the word “addict”, most people instantly go to the grubby man on a park bench with a bottle of whiskey or cheap Tennent’s Super beer, or standing in a smoky, almost like betting place, just gambling everything. That actually isn’t, most addicts, they look like you and me. They don’t have a tell, do they.

My stigma of my outside world, my personal world knowing about [son], doesn’t exist. My son is an addict, and I’m proud of him. If people don’t understand that, then I remove the seat from the table, because they’re not welcome. From a business point of view, I have to look at it differently, because they will judge our business, and I can’t afford for them to take their business away, because they think, “Oh, bloody hell, they’ve got gambling addict running their business.” Actually, [son]’s our bookkeeper.

He does our accounts, and he’s a bloody good accountant, but if you knew he was a gambling addict, you may think twice about putting your business with us, because of that situation. That sometimes I struggle with. That’s the stigma of my business, because my business is a family business. It employs people I love and care very much about, not just my children, but my niece, partners are employed by us.

That any harm from someone’s judgment could affect other people in my business, not just me or [son], or [son]’s dad, or brother. No, I don’t feel any shame. I’m proud of [son]. He is an addict. Doesn’t change my love for him. I’m not ashamed of the fact he’s an addict. The same as his younger brother.

Michelle

Some individuals find understanding and empathy among their friends, family, or acquaintances, particularly if those in their social network had prior experience with gambling difficulties. This familiarity often led to a more compassionate and supportive response. Then people could relate to the challenges, either directly or indirectly.

When I’ve mentioned it to my friends, it’s been, oh, right, but not like a judgment. It’s just like, oh, okay, but then I suppose whenever we speak with anybody now, or I speak with anybody about my work, they go, oh, well, I know such and such, or I know someone. There’s a lot of people who also can relate.

Partners or parents of individuals with gambling problems often face blame for not managing the situation effectively or for failing to stop the gambling. Such accusations can lead to strained relationships, not just with the person who gambles but also with other family members and friends.

Mum will be annoyed, and my mum’s one of these that she sometimes says things that she shouldn’t say. She’ll vent or she’ll put a status on Facebook or something, that’ll be aimed at him or whatever. It’d be very difficult because it doesn’t just affect his relationship with them, it affects mine as well. I’m stuck in the middle of that. I want to talk to my mum, but I don’t want her to say something she shouldn’t say to cause issues with [partner], but then I don’t want [partner] to avoid them, because I don’t want him to not be able to go to events, especially we’ve got our son now.

It has a big effect, and with me and his family, I don’t have anything to do with them because I resent them for not being there and causing the issues we have with him over the years…Then they’ve painted me as a bad person over the years, and that means I have next to no relationship with them.

Those close to someone with gambling issues are frequently confronted with tough choices, like deciding whether to stay close or separate themselves. These decisions are complicated by feelings of being judged by others. Some may feel belittled or perceived as weak for staying in the relationship. Others who choose to leave can grapple with guilt or feel that they have abandoned someone who is unwell. Moreover, unsolicited advice from others, like being told they should simply leave the person, can stop affected others from sharing their experiences.

I have opened up to people that I thought were people that I could trust and that would listen to me. I had some people at work that I thought I had a good relationship with, and then my mum is never really, she has to try to understand. People at work, there’s one in particular, I used to go everywhere, I used to do Slimming World with her, we would go on nights out, we would catch up with work, I was there for when she was struggling and vice versa. When I told her about [partner’s] problem, her response was you should leave him, and she said it a few times. I went from thinking I could talk to her and open up to not wanting to talk to her, because if I tell her, then it’s like, I’m being stupid about why are you not leaving him?

The same with another work colleague, she was the same. She would say the same thing. You just want to leave him. I’m a single mum, I’m fine on my own, I was in an unhappy marriage. Her reasons were different, I was in an unhappy marriage and I left, but it isn’t that easy. What they don’t understand is it made me feel like I was stupid and people thinking, “Oh, she’s a doormat,” but there’s more to it than that. I know the person that [partner] was and that he is with this addiction out of the way.

I don’t want to just leave him because his family’s pretty much abandoned him. I don’t want to just be like, it’s easy for me to walk away and I’ve got a son with him as well now. I don’t want us to have a bad relationship, whether it worked out or not, I still want to support him. If we were to split up tomorrow, I would still want to have a good relationship with him and be someone that he can talk to because I know he has not really got that with his family and I want his son to grow up the same as well, feeling supported after this.
It was difficult then to speak to them. One of them has actually ended up having to deal with an addiction in her family since, but it was a drug addiction. She is apologetic now, because she’s like you can’t just leave them, they’re family, and it’s like, exactly. The other one I still talk to, but I don’t talk about this.

Even with my mum, like my mum is supportive, she’ll do whatever I want, but she does get frustrated, and sometimes I’ll just say something, she’ll just be very blunt and I’m like, “I don’t need to hear what you think I should do, I just want you to be there to support me, and let me talk.” I’m not very good at talking when I’m struggling anyway with my mental health, I just shut down. It’s a big thing for me to open up and then to feel like I’m going to be judged, I just won’t and I’ll just withdraw.

Clare

I get withdrawn about being able to talk to people because I think they’re judging me because like some comments that people make of is, “Just leave him. I don’t know why you’re still with him.” It’s like but there’s a lot more to it. He’s got this addiction. If it was an alcoholic or someone who’s dependent on drugs, you would try and help them because you want that person back that you know is there. When he is not gambling, he’s a good guy.

If you remove everything from an addict, they will find a way to get what they need. He would either be in prison now, or dead now. As a parent, the payoff for us financially was huge, but as a mum, the payoff financially is nothing. I find that quite important to get that message out there, because I find that other people can be quite judgmental when they don’t understand addiction. They think it’s a simple case of, “Well, just take it away.” It’s not that simple. Taking the addiction away has a repercussion, which is dangerous. It’s so multifaceted.

Some said they had negative experiences when seeking help or support. For instance, they may come across forums or support groups that hold a negative view of people who gamble. This can be disheartening and unhelpful for those seeking understanding and assistance in dealing with the challenges posed by a loved one’s gambling behaviour.

I tried to get some advice from some online forums for affected others and didn’t have the best experience with those. I found them quite negative places to be, a bit toxic, sort of very much leaning towards the you can’t stay with this man. He’s never going to change. You’ll never be able to trust him again. You’ll literally have to count every last penny that you have in the house and all these kinds of things, and it absolutely terrified me… I quickly came off those.

In some cultures, or religious communities, gambling might be strongly disapproved of or considered morally wrong, which can intensify the shame and secrecy. This can make it more challenging for affected others to connect with or receive empathy from those around them.

Since the gambling issue came up, his family wouldn’t help us, because obviously, they are Muslim. They know that he gambled. He’d taken money off of them too. So they knew he gambled, but when I asked his brother and sister for help on two different occasions, because I knew how bad things were and because how I needed help with him, I was just told either I was too needy and too lazy and need to get up and get a job myself, or please remember how much he loves you, he’s only just letting off steam.

I think for a long, long period, I’ve been troubled with anxiety, and I think part of that is feeling very different and not feeling like I can connect with anyone… I guess the other side of it is the whole cultural ethnic experience I guess of being a different sort of culture, but as I’ve said to you about the sort of arranged marriage and patriarchal system and all the sort of norms that went with it.

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